He's just not that into you
I don't want to be sort of dating someone. I don't want to be kinda hanging out with someone. I don't want to spend a lot of energy suppressing all my feelings so I appear uninvolved. I want to be involved. I want to be sleeping with someone I know I'll see again because they've already demonstrated to me that they're trustworthy and honorable and into me.
I know it's nice to have companionship and wake up with somebody that you really like but that's what pets are for. Pets are God's fantastic way of saying Don't lower the bar because you're lonely.
But the thing is that everybody loves a bad boy. Fantastic.
Bad boys are bad because they are troubled, as in having little self-respect, lots of pent-up anger, loads of self-loathing, complete lack of faith in any kind of loving relationship, but yes, really cool clothes and often a great car. Fantastic, I think I kind of just describe myself. Except for the great car part, I have a decent car. So does that mean I am a bad girl? For all you know, I might just be one. Recently, I have been warned by one that girls fall for him easily. Woo, I love a challenge. So why do bad boys appeal so much to me? or us?
Things I learnt about myself recently:
I don't look at people in their eyes. Well this is not exactly new, cos years ago someone remarked that I have dreamy eyes that look like they are faraway.
I am a fantastic kisser. You must have lots of practice. Yah, I practise every night with my bolster which is also coincidentally my partner for the last 10 years. I told you that I am a fantastically faithful lover din't I?
FANTASTIC is my current favourite word. I punctuate with that word just like how others punctuate with FUCK. It used to be gosh, unbelievable, sweetie, 10000 times. It might change tomorrow. Fantastic.
I am bad.
I know it's nice to have companionship and wake up with somebody that you really like but that's what pets are for. Pets are God's fantastic way of saying Don't lower the bar because you're lonely.
But the thing is that everybody loves a bad boy. Fantastic.
Bad boys are bad because they are troubled, as in having little self-respect, lots of pent-up anger, loads of self-loathing, complete lack of faith in any kind of loving relationship, but yes, really cool clothes and often a great car. Fantastic, I think I kind of just describe myself. Except for the great car part, I have a decent car. So does that mean I am a bad girl? For all you know, I might just be one. Recently, I have been warned by one that girls fall for him easily. Woo, I love a challenge. So why do bad boys appeal so much to me? or us?
Things I learnt about myself recently:
I don't look at people in their eyes. Well this is not exactly new, cos years ago someone remarked that I have dreamy eyes that look like they are faraway.
I am a fantastic kisser. You must have lots of practice. Yah, I practise every night with my bolster which is also coincidentally my partner for the last 10 years. I told you that I am a fantastically faithful lover din't I?
FANTASTIC is my current favourite word. I punctuate with that word just like how others punctuate with FUCK. It used to be gosh, unbelievable, sweetie, 10000 times. It might change tomorrow. Fantastic.
I am bad.
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